Dear Muse, the May edition

18May08

I feel like I’ve lost you. When I first started on this quest for the undeniable I couldn’t get enough of you. Sometimes it felt like the pressure of having you around confused me. Words left me in a rate I couldn’t keep up with.

But now…now I seem to be at a loss. While I could hide behind the excuse of grad school and my “busy schedule,” the truth of the matter is, I simply got lazy. Writing every day is a challenge. I stare at the blank space and attempt to will myself to pen something down. Or in this case, type something out.

Muse, you are such a tease. I’ve had moments in the car when I feel you all around me. People watching on long drives home, I feel the itch to say something, anything, and everything. Even though it may be something terribly awful.

Muse, sweet muse. I know this isn’t a rarity. Other undeniables face this challenge. Stop teasing us! We only want to chase what is undeniable. How can we do that with you flashing your Cheshire like grin? You sly devil, you.

Don’t be a stranger. Really. Literally. Please show your toothy grin once more.

L

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