Archive for April 5th, 2008

My memories of you consist of sporadic phone calls in the middle of the evening and papa’s tears when he heard the news you left us.
When we spoke I knew you were trying to send your love to a child you didn’t know.  I tried not to be shy, but I never knew what to [...]


how do you like your future job? present me is quite anxious about meeting you. why?
present me is in a state of anxiety that is causing me to wake up in mini panic attacks. worrying about the future is not a fun time. past me knew that the two years grad school would [...]